Feels like an invasion to me..an invasion of privacy.

Few months ago, i accepted my dad as friend. 2 weeks ago, my mom requested to be my friend. yea, i'm talking bout non-other than fb. it's really cool tat they hav fb n all (seriously, how many parents hav them?) but it's jz uncool when they monitor u online disguised as friend. even if they really, truly, genuinely wanna be friends, they could never cross the age/generation gap tat separates us. It's jz different from being friend wit a peer, totally different. i mean, a friend wouldn't called up n say 'i see u've been busy on fb, huh?' RITE??? well.. there's pros n cons to technology. So in conclusion, I LOVE YOU MOM AND DAD despite not-liking the way u guys try to 'stalk' my every movement online. It jz makes me very uncomfortable thinking knowing bout it. tats all.

PS: Tis is a totally random post which has nothin to do wit my studies. (chem finals in 2 days~!) but its truly how i felt bout adding my parents on fb n msn. i noe my bro totally block them out (n advised me to do the same! tat rascal..) but i jz couldn't.

The real conclusion: So, tis has become the oni place online tat i can write watever i wan without someone questioning everythin i said. looks like i'm gonna spend more time here in the future. Woo!

chem in 4 days!!!!

Finally i've almost finish my revision for all the other subjects(yay!), so i took out my chem today n decided to make friends. everything's not going very well so far..bout one hour of trying to understand it, i went bak to my hostel n release stress dy. dun get me wrong, i didn't go bak n scream or repeatedly punch a pillow tat i had scrabble on the word 'chemistry'(although i would like to). no, i'm not resorting to violence.. ..yet. but it did woke up my sleeping hsemate up though, haha.. half an hour into releasing stress n she's up. poor her.

ok, enough of tat! POOOOR me too k! i really really cannot understand chemistry la, its like boys, gives u headache.(sry boys! i couldn't find a better example, hahaw..), so i release stress, went bak to the study area, try to make friends again n ended here blogging bout wat a pain it is. =(

Sigh..i hav to go bak, chem must be wondering wat took me so long to fill in my water bottle. so, ciao! wish me luck! =)

PS: oh, n by 'releasing stress', i meant playing(more like banging!)the keyboard.

Feels like rambling a week before finals

study week..study week.. 5 more days till chem finals! my brain cells is dying dying dying! everytime i look at those mountain-like piles of books on my table, i feel like screaming my head off, or rather, go jump off a cliff. =(
at these times, i really need God to carry me through.

oh, n i was jz complaining to Rachel bout chem being the 1st subject of my finals.
haha, i really like her reply.
"Naaah..that is good, get lost wif chem n focus on the others."
ok, the words isn't exactly polite la, but it really make much sense to me. =D

Hmm.. wat else would i wanna ramble about..?
oh! 20th March was my dad's birthday! my bro asked me to go bak as a surprise to my dad, he even offered to sponser a one-way bus ticket when i complain no cash.(to n fro cost rm80+ wei!!!) wat else can cheer a dad up more than seeing his lil girl comin bak to celebrate his 50th b'thday? none! =) but i didn't get to go bak though, my mom asked me to stay here focus on my finals. *pooof!!* no more surprise =( but in a way, no burning of holes through my bros pocket too, haha..i jz saved him rm40. =)

Recently, i jz added someone to my creepy list. i dun call ppl creepy for no reasons k.. see? u label them creepy when..

1. ur friend told u he's staring at u for the thousandth time tat day

2. he cals u (n u noe u didn't give him ur number)

3. he cals u when u're sleeping (aiks!)

4. u feel like he's following u around campus coz one afternoon when u went in the lecture hall to collect the bottle tat u forgot to bring bak tat morning, he followed u in. slim chance he's comin in early for the nxt lecture, when u retreat wit the speed of light he'll be like 'oh? u're leaving?' 'duh..the nxt lecture oni starts in 2 hours.'

5. he notices tat u were absent for lecture when u usually sits like a thousand miles away(haha, i was exaggerating, but it was really quite far) n there was like 150 ppl in the lecture hall.

6. he ask u to go out wit him again n again n again for weeks despite all the excuses n rejections. coooome on...! take a hint! can't u? =(

7. the conversation u had wit him doesn't even exceed 10 times, n he's doing everything above.

if my brother's here, he would have beaten creepy into pulp.

Lord, i am extremely thankful tat my brother's not here! Thank you. =)

Can't believe i just bought a ticket for the dinner n dance thingy. Well, no time to mull n regret over it. I'll just go n hav fun. Besides, all my friends are going, so ya..it'll be fun! =)

I've jz written out my study schedule for the nxt 2 weeks n i'm already feeling the heat building up, my stress level is seriously increasing exponentially(tis word reminds me of maths, argh!!!). anyway, i tink i've written an almost impossible to acheive schedule la, but i'll try my best to follow it.(seriously, 2 chapters in a day for everyday? normally, i couldn't even keep awake pass the 5th page). but nonetheless, i noe how important tis final term is to me, i can't afford to slack at all. so no matter wat, i shall push myself as hard as i can.n when i finish tis term, i shall play like mad(my mom say she wun mind even if i wanna go online 3 days 3 night~! I shall hold on to tat promise. (i noe i'm naive la, but jz the thought of it makes me happy, the thought of freedom!) ok, i jz got a proven useful method from my senior, (thanks thomson!) he say tat he didn't study much in the last term, he did more exercise than study, exercise as in pass years. n group study is really effective, he discussed the answer wit friends n maybe take turn to answer the questions! i tink it should work! i shall exercute tis plan as soon as my roommate is bak from alor star, wahahaha! I feel like singing "God has made a way, where there seems to be no way..."
coz i was kinda feeling hopeless b4 tis, so much to study n i dun noe where os wat to start. now tat i've found a way, i shall try hard at it! hehe..

n recently i notice tat, wit my passion to serve God, i'm not really happy wit serving Him oni once a week or two. feels like so few to me.n i noe tat serving my friends n all those also equals to serving him la, but noe-ing n accepting is 2 different thing, i jz couldn't tink it tat way, tat serving others = serving Him. n then one day, it suddenly struck me tat God gave me a duty as a student, tat is to study hard for His glory! So everytime i study, i'm serving Him. i'm striving to get a better result to glorify His name. n so, i concluded studyin = serving. haha, awesome me! now i shall go study=serve. =)

Term3 should be a really stressful term, wit lots of assignment n the suffocating finals- hav to study everythin from term 1 till now, but honestly, i've been slacking a lot, too much. I've went to movie twice within one week(not tat there's any good movies out also) n dun noe how many makans wit friends. plus, i've been spending way too much too, not good. very bad.

I noe i should reject all those makans invitations, but i jz love the fellowship even if i dun eat. i should seriously learn how to say no. "NO!!" but its very hard. n now it left me feelin guilty for neglecting my studies.(not total neglection, but bad enuf) i should wake up n realize my purpose here, my duty n responsibility as a student..(somebody pls give me a slap, or a good wackin at least) i'm here to study. not to say can't enjoy, but should hav self-control.

I should study, study, study!! Help me lord i pray!

*wokay, i'm done wit blogging!(for today) going to study now!*

Havent' been posting anything for a while now, but i jz wanna post somethin i notice recently:

Now i finally understand why guys say girls think alot.
coz they do. =)