I find tis amusing,yet true in some ways!haha..

The Best Poem Of 2006-Written by an African Kid

When I born, I black

When I grow up, I black

When I go in sun, I black

When I scared, I black

When I sick, I black

And when I die, I still black

And you white fellow

When you born, you pink

When you grow up, you white

When you go in sun, you red

When you cold, you blue

When you scared, you yellow

When you sick, you green

And when you die, you gray

And you calling me coloured???

Holiday Time!!

Although oni 2 weeks,but it's better than nothin la,better than waitin 4 the 2 off days of weekend which takes eternity to come n passes by like an extreme case of corona discharge(lightning),haha.

I'm content,although my plans to go IBA Unplugged is er..not goin on as i planned,but i still get to spend some quality time wit my family,especially wit my hermit old bro.My mom keeps nagging me on da same thing for YEARS! 

"Why do u give out ur room to ur bro?Look!He's hiding in there all day 'laying eggs' ah?He oni leave the room for food!bla,bla,bla..."

Well i never regretted it,haha,i get to spend more time bonding wit my younger bro sharin a room wit him.N comin bak frm Kedah,i'm the oni one allowed to enter my old bro lair without getting 'shoo' away(Wohoo!).I can kacau his stuff (sry kor),ask him to play movie on his desktop n watch it together(although he already watch it),n he even bring me out for yu yu ice!Which is a surprise since he is sometimes quite kedekut one..(I added the word 'sometimes' jz in case my kor is readin tis,hehe!)

But anyway,i'm goin bukit cahaya tis fri wit my youth!Yay!We're gonna cycle around tat bukit or sth.(i tink my kor coming too,he's takin a leave frm his part-time work) My kor say there's a 4 season hse there (sth like tat) n nw should be spring or somethin.haha,can't wait to go!Too bad Weevien goin KK,she's going to a gunung n we hv to be content wit a bukit..(Weevien!You better get somethin bak 4 me or...er...dun come bak!haha..)

Oh oh,n da youth movie nite noon-(coz in d afternoon)last sun in Joanna n Brenda hse er.. makes me feel tired d rest of d day(I tink it made everyone tired too)..I was already sleepin on my way bak home in Belinda's car..We shouldn't watch 'bedtime story' durin d noon..Ok,lesson learned.

I'm estatic.Content.

Talking to Anna yesterday remind me of d rbs days..Some memorable moments.. =)

all girls

Makan time!!
-Me,Lyon,Joshua,Davina,Chui Yeng n Colin-

dorm 1 darlings!!

ivy,char,me n shu en

(can't tell who's on top,sry)
-dorm bonding-

NGC(Nilai Gospel Chapel)

friendship made
(5 days trip to nilai)

end of nilai trip

(ktm station)

Shirtlift-Go lite yr world =)

games time!!Shirtlift rules!!

another gone case

me n chui yeng
(preparin 4 worship session)

rbs 'sexy' guys.. =.=


ss guys
-KC,Andrea,Nicholas,Jon n Mark-

Ahh..Felt so much better 2day..

Thank God!!

I HATE wat i feel,another complete waste of emotion..

Exams..I feel very down whenever i tink bout it,i felt i hv flunk all d papers even b4 i started.I can't sleep,i'll wake up every 3-4 hours feeling guilty of sleeping.
And d worst part is,tis morn i woke up feeling sick,besides guilty.Why now?I'm hv-ing my exams in 2 days!!You're so mean God!I can't believe U let tat happen!Soo frustrating...

D amazing irony of being sick is,i jz came bak frm a healing crusade yesterday..haha,really funny Lord,i didn't noe U had such a sense of humour..

Oh..I'm sry,i am angry..Lord,I dun want 2 feel wat i'm feeling, i HATE it!I wouldn't mind die-ing rite here rite nw!!Struck me,i would be really thankful.. It's draining me mentally n emotionally..i feel like cryin..no,i can't,i'm nt in rbs anymore..

Didn't plan to post anythin tis week,but really need 2 vent out my frustration, anger n disappointment...It's eating me up bit by bit frm d inside n d hole in my heart jz keeps growin bigger...

If U can't bring me bak 2 U,at least pull me out of tis bottomless pit n heal my hollow-ing heart.

Can i trust U?

The road less taken..

Hmm...I'm confused(again).Wat should i do in the future?Medic?Dentistry?It somehow reminds me of a poem i once studied in sec school...

Wat SHOULD i do!?Wat COULD i do!?I really dun noe..I 1st came to AIMST wanting 100% to do dentistry.My parents wans me 2 do it,n in all i do,i try 2 obey n honour them,so here i am.But somehow,i'm not sure if it's somethin i wanna do.Since i came to AIMST,i've been swayed back n forth countless time,coz i tink i'm starting to gain an interest in studying medic.I 1st got my inspiration from a senior medic student,Thomson.He studied medic mainly 4 God,bcoz he felt it's his calling.I tink it's God tat keeps him going on in studying medic,coz without real passion,takin tis route would be super super hard.Ppl always says i should choose somethin tat i like so tat i would not regret it in d future.The reason i gain an interest in medic is bcoz i wanna help ppl,i wanna go to poor countries of d world to aid all who needs help,not oni spiritually but also in terms of health.n choosing 2 be a dentist,d things i would be able 2 do 2 help is pretty limited.Hmm..In spite of everything,i noe i should do wat God wans me to do(it might not be any of d 2 options tat i mention)coz no matter wat,i trust He will giv me d strength when i'm tired,comfort n refuge when i'm discourage,n d will to continue when i'm in d verge of breakdown.
(Current state of mind:40% medic,59%dentistry,1%others)


LORD,

I pray tat U'll help me be still so tat i can hear yr almost-silent,small voice speaking to me.Help me 2 tune in into Yr channel,to always listen 2 U n seek U 1st in all i do.I dun wanna listen to my ugly,constantly screaming voice,or others or d devils'.I wanna hear U,Lord.Tell me wat 2 do,giv me d wisdom 2 decide wisely according 2 Yr will,not mine.Close all doors tat doesn't lead 2 Yr purpose 4 me in life,Father,pls..Lord i trust U wit all my heart,i do not wan2 lean on my own understanding;in all my ways i acknowledge U,n i noe U will make my path straight.I do not wan2 be wise in my own eyes;i chose to fear U n shun evil.Lead me Lord i pray.Everyday i hold on unto yr promise Lord.

"I will instruct u n teach u in d way u should go;I will cousel u n watch over u." -Psalm32:8-

Thank you Father,4 everything n 4 watching over me as i step into a whole new phase of life over here in AIMST.I love U,daddy.Amen.

------------------------------------------------------------------

*Ok,no more blogging 4 d rest of d week(lead me not into temptation,Lord),n back 2 my boring life of studies.Exam is just around d corner(starting nxt mon,actually).I'm super nervous,feeling guilty 4 writing tis post,should hv use d time 4 my studies,oh well...too late..haha..

Bla bla black sheep,have u any wool?Yes sir,yes sir 3 bags full.
(dun noe y tis song is stuck in my head all day,jz can't drown it off wit other songs..i tried..)

I'm becoming stupid.My mind is so saturated,it would burst!Too much info,i can't contain it..

Yup.Let it burst,then bye bye exams..!!Wohoo!!

Bye bye all d annoying stuff tat i considered er..annoying.

Bye bye maths,physics,chemistry n bio.

Bye bye to all the things tat i dislike.

Bye bye to all d confusion in my life.(dun noe y,but i'm always confuse)

Bye bye to all the worldly thingy tat is unpleasant in God's eyes.

Bye bye to er...I can't think of anything else..

I'm gonna stop here la,bye bye.

One day i'm gonna look bac n say "those were d days..."

me n ke qian(my roommate)

"us" waiting 4 lab

B1-ers posting b4 lab,haha...