I've jz written out my study schedule for the nxt 2 weeks n i'm already feeling the heat building up, my stress level is seriously increasing exponentially(tis word reminds me of maths, argh!!!). anyway, i tink i've written an almost impossible to acheive schedule la, but i'll try my best to follow it.(seriously, 2 chapters in a day for everyday? normally, i couldn't even keep awake pass the 5th page). but nonetheless, i noe how important tis final term is to me, i can't afford to slack at all. so no matter wat, i shall push myself as hard as i can.n when i finish tis term, i shall play like mad(my mom say she wun mind even if i wanna go online 3 days 3 night~! I shall hold on to tat promise. (i noe i'm naive la, but jz the thought of it makes me happy, the thought of freedom!) ok, i jz got a proven useful method from my senior, (thanks thomson!) he say tat he didn't study much in the last term, he did more exercise than study, exercise as in pass years. n group study is really effective, he discussed the answer wit friends n maybe take turn to answer the questions! i tink it should work! i shall exercute tis plan as soon as my roommate is bak from alor star, wahahaha! I feel like singing "God has made a way, where there seems to be no way..."
coz i was kinda feeling hopeless b4 tis, so much to study n i dun noe where os wat to start. now tat i've found a way, i shall try hard at it! hehe..

n recently i notice tat, wit my passion to serve God, i'm not really happy wit serving Him oni once a week or two. feels like so few to me.n i noe tat serving my friends n all those also equals to serving him la, but noe-ing n accepting is 2 different thing, i jz couldn't tink it tat way, tat serving others = serving Him. n then one day, it suddenly struck me tat God gave me a duty as a student, tat is to study hard for His glory! So everytime i study, i'm serving Him. i'm striving to get a better result to glorify His name. n so, i concluded studyin = serving. haha, awesome me! now i shall go study=serve. =)

Term3 should be a really stressful term, wit lots of assignment n the suffocating finals- hav to study everythin from term 1 till now, but honestly, i've been slacking a lot, too much. I've went to movie twice within one week(not tat there's any good movies out also) n dun noe how many makans wit friends. plus, i've been spending way too much too, not good. very bad.

I noe i should reject all those makans invitations, but i jz love the fellowship even if i dun eat. i should seriously learn how to say no. "NO!!" but its very hard. n now it left me feelin guilty for neglecting my studies.(not total neglection, but bad enuf) i should wake up n realize my purpose here, my duty n responsibility as a student..(somebody pls give me a slap, or a good wackin at least) i'm here to study. not to say can't enjoy, but should hav self-control.

I should study, study, study!! Help me lord i pray!

*wokay, i'm done wit blogging!(for today) going to study now!*

Havent' been posting anything for a while now, but i jz wanna post somethin i notice recently:

Now i finally understand why guys say girls think alot.
coz they do. =)