Doubts

I've been having doubts..I noe i'm not good wit the piano(chords) despite wat others say.They're most prob trying to encourage me or comfort me.I've been told like a thousand times tat i should serve in the music ministy tat sometimes i really believed it.Yesterday church nite was a complete disaster durin the jamming time,at least it is to me.I dun tink i wanna touch the keyboard ever again.I could serve in some other area.I should.