A Reason To Laugh :)

Taking the ktm to college is always a long and tiring journey for me. As a result, even the tiniest deviation from the usual routine amuses me immensely. Things that people would not have find funny makes me laugh and mouthing the lyrics of a particularly catchy song while the person besides me stares on is no more an issue

to me. Something exciting needs to happen, and once in a while it does!

Well, pictures could paint a thousand words, so i'm gonna spare you the agony of a thousand words and post pictures instead.

Pardon me for being so super duper rude, but hahahah!! This sleeping post is so funny. Or maybe it's just me? :) Never mind, I have a really low laughing threshold. Anyway, I shouldn't be laughing, so bad.

6th day and still going on!

I've got to admit that fasting FB is really NOT an easy task(for me at least). I've taken the initiative to promise God i'd do it because i know i'm spending way too much time over there. Keeping a tab on for fb while i surf the net makes it so easy to just switch tab and check for updates in my homepage EVERY like 10MINS! In the end, it felt like i've fb a big part of my hol away, wat a waste of time! :(

Therefore, into the second week of my hol, i shall restrain myself from going to that social networking site. It's fasting lor, in short. Thought of incorporating a 'sahor' in it, but nah..i'd turn it into super sahor at the end of the day. Besides, fb is not a necessity like food and water. I wun die of de-facebook-dration :)

There is 1 incident though that almost made me go bak. I've got a msg from a classmate asking me to send her my assignment answers for her reference. Thru wat? FB! Apparently her mail box is not functioning. In the end, i e-mailed it to her and ask her to check her inbox to see if it got through, PTL! It did! =)

The purpose of this fasting is not to add to the hunger of going fb, but to increase the hunger of wanting to draw closer to God, to seek Him. The attempt to devote more of my life to Him however doesn't constitute the sudden disappearance of temptations. So yeah, i can say that temptations are in abundance this week, haha! No matter what, i've made a promise to Him and i shall try my best to keep it till the end. :)

=) =D =P

Criminal law is so interesting! Sin Yee *likes*!

Haha ok, i'm fasting fb for a week here(seriously!) n being an addict, it's super tough! (esp when u dun know how to switch off notification and it keeps coming in, flooding ur inbox and begging u to take a detour to fb >_<)

Phil 4:13 =)

oh, and "Sin Yee is going for a jog tomorrow! =)"

My 2 pesos =)

Ok, so now I've figure out what to write!

Hmm..Today, there was only 7 people(including me) in the komuter(women coach) on my way back from college. An amazing phenomenon occur! An alien spaceship came and abducted the 6 of them for experiment and research purposes. I felt so angry being left out that I chased after them and eventually resolved to hurling giant stones towards them. The ship would not withstand the impact and exploded. The aliens n the 6 people disappeared and were never to be found again.(sounds like 1 of those crap essays circulating in the internet =P but honestly, i've been reading too much of these i dun make sense anymore) Never mind, i wanna enjoy this insanity while it last.

Ok lar, enuf of crapping! The truth is, out of 7 women, 4 aunties were talking on the phone like they were on a secluded island screaming for dear life. They were truly putting an entire pasar malam to shame! *salute* Imagine 4 diff languages at stop speed by 4 super duper excited women screaming at the top of their lungs! AMAZING sound effects. I wasn't annoyed or ath la! On the contrary, they made me smile, dun know why. =) Maybe because this is a very interesting deviation from the usual mundane train routine. A rare sight to behold, or rather a rare sound to be heard, haha. Lovely. =)

Beeeezzee betul!

It's been almost a month since i last posted anything? Yes, i almost forgot bout the existence of this blog. and i have nothing much to post, i suppose.

OK, lets start with the coming weekend. It's going to be very HECTIC! I've got to teach tuition in church, prepare some food stuff for the YF makan for approx 50 ppl, chair the makan and sunday bible study, and do some sharing for bible study. Hmm.. basically, the bible study session is mostly taken up by me(with the P&W and sharing). Argh! How am i suppose to manage?!

*chanting and meditating upon Phil 4:13*

Fuh.. Somehow i even had nightmares bout this weekend, it's like playing endless mode on dinner dash. What if i messed up? I hope not! Anyway, i need prayers. Lots of them. And since my whole family will be up in Genting for the weekend(can't go due to all those stuff la!), i'll be home alone. Freeeeedom! Bwahaha!

Another interesting thing to note today is...
I qualified for the Oxford Brookes University Law programme! Thank God for that. I was quite worried since i didn't do A-Levels or STPM, all i did was a foundation in SCIENCE! Can you believe it?! Well, science has nothing to do with law! and they miraculously accepted my application! Truly, all glory to God. If i do choose to take this route, it would meant 2 years in KDU and 1 year in UK. Well, shall pray bout it if it's His will for me to go down this route since He has opened up a way. =)

Being selfish :(

What am i doing? Why am i so selfish when it comes to serving God? Isn't it that everything i have comes from Him? So WHY?!

I had all this thoughts as i emerge from PKGH library after 4 hours of yf committe meeting. Firstly, it has really taken a toll on all of us for sitting through that 4 hours in a room brainstorming bout future plans and problems. However, through this.. i now know how reluctant i am in serving Him. (you can't imagine how horrified i was when i was asked to share sth about my college life in yf)

I felt that the fire in me to serve that i once have has dwindled into almost nothing now. I wanna find back the passion, and learn to care for others like how He cared for me, to serve Him with all my heart without holding back on anything.

I'm sorry, Lord, for my reluctance serving You. Please forgive me, please rekindled the fire in me to serve You whole-heartedly. Please guide me through everything as i try my best to give my all to You. Please let me understand that what i do for You is nothing comapare to what You've done for me at the cross of calvary. I love You, Daddy. =)

A Whole New World

I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?

I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
Now I'm in a whole new world with you

Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be

A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me
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Heard this on radio. (Yes, i listens to light and easy, sometimes) This song triggers vague memories of Aladdin taking Jasmine on a magic carpet ride, i remember it ended with them sitting on a rooftop watching fireworks. Awww..how romantic! and oh my, the words.

I can never describe my sentiments towards this song and the movie. Amazing. It makes me feels so happy yet anxious and excited, all at the same time like i'm the one on the magic carpet. So many emotions (not only the ones i've mentioned above) blunder into one and the capacity to store it all is just not enough so much so it overwhelms me, all the time. Feels like bursting of happiness! haha..

Yes, and i'm well aware of the facts that disney movies does normally gives this kind of effect on people with it's happy endings and all. Somehow, i particularly liked this movie, way way more than any other disney production. Somehow the singing complements the animation and everything seems so.. so.. perfect.

Maybe it's the lyrics, maybe the 'prince/princess' settings, or the magic carpet rides. All of it had seemed so perfect through the eyes of a 5 year old who have yet to understand the romance in it. Even now, i still have that tingling feeling of happiness as i recount all those blissful times i've watched this movie as a kid. I've got to watch it again, soon. =)

Excited.Bout.Genting. =D

I can't sleep. Too excited about tomorrow's Genting trip, but right now, i'm bored silly. Yes, bored n silly.

The last time i went Genting must have been bout 2 years ago, went to the theme park, watched the fireworks display on New Year eve n came back down(it was awesome btw). That, was the 1st time i've ever sat on the space shot. I could still remember that we(me, my older bro n cousin) lined up for 1.5 hours for it. In the end, i chickened out (coz i'm a girl k!). Ok lar, that's not a good reason, but i'm really afraid of heights. I screamed, sitting in a farris wheel when i was young. Since then, no more farris wheel for me. However, no use in chickening out, my older brother blocked me from squeezing out of the line. When it was our turn, he pushed me in. What a good brother la!

So i went on it lor..oh, n it was my cousin brother 1st time too, n he, like me, is afraid of great heights.(Good! That makes the both of us!) I took my place between my brother n cousin, n i insisted on holding their hands all the way. "u dun let go har.." i told them both. n so, the machine rises n rises n rises with us on it..

My brother told me once that it will stop for 10s on the peak before pulling us down, n that, i never forget. So, on reaching the peak, i started counting in my heart. Weird, i can count n pray at the same time. Anyway, i think i was praying so fervently that i didn't notice i have counted till 12. After 12, i was like 'ei?' n the horror begins.

We were going down so fast, it was definately faster than free-falling, faster than the speed gravity can pull u down anywhere on earth or any other planet in the solar system. I screamed. I heard my brother and cousin screaming. A dozen people scream. My hands and feet grew numb in that short span of time, but still, i managed to hold on tight to both of their hands for my dear life.

When we reach the ground, i was so numb i could barely stand. (So were my cousin, haha!) All in all, i was glad that my feet finally touch the ground with my head still attached to it. Estatic, that now i can finally boast that i had taken a ride on the infamous space shot. (hah!) but i dun think i'll ever have the chance to talk bout myself going for a second round though. *shudder*

Well..I'm really excited bout going on the flying coaster, cyclone n corkscrew. It gets your adrenaline pumping, just waiting in line causes anxiety. No! Just thinking bout getting on it tmrw causes anxiety!

Lord,
i pray that it will not rain tomorrow, neither will it be too hot. Please provide. Keep us in the pink of health so that we can enjoy everything to the max. Keep us all save n sound esp during our journey there n back. Oh, n help us to hav fun without going overboard in all that we do! Thanks heavenly Daddy! In Jesus name, amen.

Good, now i have 2 hours to sleep before i have to wake up to travel to kl to meet my friends. (so many 'to'!! haha..)
Genting, here i come! =)

Smile - Unc Kracker

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

[Chorus]
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

[chorus]

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

[chorus]

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This song had been storming in my head for a week, although i only knows how to sing the chorus. haha.. (n ya lar, everytime i heard it being played on the radio, i waited for the chorus)

This is hilarious!

KUALA LUMPUR — Tenaga Nasional Berhad (TNB), Malaysia’s premier energy provider today announced that they were taking legal action against the World Wildlife Foundation (WWF) for organising the Earth Hour, a global movement that makes a stand against climate change by turning off all non-essential lights and electrical equipment for an hour every year.

In a Press conference, TNB president and CEO Dato’ Sri Che Khalib Mohd Noh said that the annual worldwide symbolic gesture, which this year would be observed this Saturday at 8.30pm, is nothing more than an ‘arrogant and thoughtless viral movement’ aimed to hurt power companies such as TNB.

“Obviously these green-minded fellows think they’re really cute, organising such an irresponsible campaign,” said Che Khalib angrily. “They say ‘turn off your lights for an hour’ and people do. I bet that really makes them feel all powerful."

“What these western colonialists fail to grasp is how such drastic action affects the poor companies like us. One hour of unused electricity means an hour of wastage for TNB. Did you know that last year’s Earth Hour costed us millions in unrealised revenue?” asked Che Khalib, seething.

“How do you think that affected our production? We couldn’t exactly turn off our power plants just because a large number of Malaysians turn off their lights at the same time. So imagine all that wasted energy.

“This year, we expect even more people to fall for this global con-job,” added Che Khalib. “So there’ll be more lights turned off. KL alone would be engulfed in darkness. Yes, sure, it may seem fun to some, running around in complete darkness. But that also means TNB would get less money. Tell me, what am I supposed to say to the kids of this electrical technician when we can’t give bonus this year?” asked Che Khalib, as he pointed to a TNB staff manning the lights for the Press conference.

He added, “In light of such inconsiderate actions by these tree huggers, TNB has no choice but to take legal action against the Earth Hour organisers, WWF. We’ll wait for our accountants to come back with the loss figure after this year’s Earth Hour, and we plan to sue them for that same amount. We may even add a hundred million ringgit or so, to teach them a lesson.”

Che Khalib also reminded Malaysians to ignore the Earth Hour, calling it a ‘cultural invasion, a concerted assault by extreme liberal forces aimed to destabilise poorer nations’.

“We are Malaysians, and we should be proud of our lights. Every night we should go out and see the beautiful sparkling lights in our city skylines. Don’t be ashamed of the lights,” said Che Khalib, as he unveiled a set of pictures showing the Petronas Twin Towers and the surrounding buildings consequently going dark during last year’s Earth Hour.



DARK TIMES: KLCC buildings going dark last year

“See this? See how ugly, gloomy and dark the last picture is? God knows how many people tripped over things and hurt themselves in the complete darkness, not to mention the number of bad people going around doing naughty things, knowing the authorities could not see them.

“Let’s reverse the order of these pictures this year, and fight for the rights to our lights,” continued Che Khalib. “Let’s unite as 1Malaysia, and tell these green terrorists that we will not go dark! We will not switch off! Let’s tell them that we love our lights!

“POWERRR… EXTREME!” he screamed, as powerful clusters of foglamps flooded the conference room with ultra-bright and hot light, temporarily blinding everyone present, and signalling the end of the Press conference.

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I dun think i hav ever seen news as ridiculous n funny as this! Although it is claimed to be published by Berita Harian, i think it's not true though. Seriously, how can the CEO of TNB be so inconsiderate n stupid? (Power Extreme? LOL!!!) Nonetheless, good entertainment!

Woooooohoooooo!!!!! =D =O =D

YES YES YES YES YES!! It's overrrr! Finally over! HAHahahah!!!
Bye AIMST! I'm not gonnna missss u. =D

Hipppopotomontrosesquipedaliophobia

Tat, is not latin. Or any other language you think it might be.
Hippopotomontrosesquipedaliophobia is the fear of long words, ironically. hahaw.

Anyway, i just finish my english paper today, i had seriously considered walking out of the exam hall after 2 hours(the whole paper is 3 hours). But, i don't want to be the first, so i waited for at least 1 person to go out first. In the end, i stayed on for all 3 hours.. =_=

Another thing about today's paper is that i was utterly shock when i double-checked it. Imagine me writing something like this..(just an example la har..)

"No use getting a certificate from an unrecognized university rite? It's as good as getting recycled paper frm the newspaper man"

See? i used 'rite' n 'frm'!!!! I can't believe i actually wrote those words in an essay! Too much of short form typing and too little essay writing(the last time i wrote an essay is during my term 1 english paper 7 months ago). So, in the end, i have to rescan the whole essay a few times just to make sure these's no more short forms. It has certainly become a norm for me to type like this so much so that i did not realize my mistakes when i was writing them. okay, no more short forms for me!

Notice, i write all my words without short form. =)

Bio ~Oh~ Bio!

Why was i rambling bout potato in my last post? i dun know. haha.. i was tired of cramming for tomorrow's bio maybe.

Very sien lar.. dun know what else to read, I've read through everything during my study break n now i dun know which part i dun remember/remember, (i crammed it all in one week ago for goodness sake!) all i know is i have a vague memory of everything. I think i shall have to narrow it down n choose specific topics to memorize really well. Hmm..Who knows what's coming out for essay? Gambateh Sin Yee!

I was going to name tis post 'potato' but it sounded weird. Extremely.

Do u know what's the best food ever? It's potato! hands down.
(Ei? potato is vege rite? haha..)
Anyway, why do i say that potato is the best food ever? It's not because i just glutton-iously stuffed myself with a packet of potato chips(although i did, but that's not the reason!) but because.. take a good look around u, people! Potatoes are being loved everywhere!

The mashed potatoes in KFC, french fries in McD(undeniably the best!), curly fries in A&W, potato buns in every bakery n all the junk food available in the supermarket, grocery stores n what not contains potato! n in Malaysia, what would a curry dish be without potato huh? I bet everyone cook curries with potato. Even one of my close friend is becoming a potato couch! (okay, this has nothing to do wit what i was trying to emphasize, ha!)

All in all, potato Raaaawwks! =)

Chemistry is Oooooooveeeeeer!!!

Yea, chem's over! but hor... still got bio, eng, physic n maths..take away eng (coz it doesn't need studying), i still hav 3 more subjects to go!

Can't wait. =)

It's not painful anymore =D

As i was writin my last blog, my roommate came bak from alor star, so i went down n helped her carry her luggages. It took us 2 rounds of huffing n puffing to carry all the stuff up 4 floors! All our screamings for help were in vain, haha.. Anyway, wat i wanted to say is.. on the way up, her luggage knocked my leg(OUCH!) n it bleeded(her bag was filled wit books!). However, the pain is more towards the bone rather than the wound la. and dun worry, it's not painful anymore. =)

Time for the final battle!

Keelyn from my class said something to this effect.

"because in a war, there's no turning back. There's only marching forward. It's a do or die thing. because this is a war. so suck in your breath n prepare for any circumstances. People have survived world war 2, so we will survive this. No matter what."

I've always like wat she says, so poetic, haha..
Anyway, the 'war' starts tomorrow. To us all, it is no smaller than world war 2, it is in fact, world war 3. It has lasted for 10 months and we all have gone through and survived many mini battles. but TOMORROW is the start of the week where we start our final battle and end this nonsense once and for all. After the war, we shall all retire from this war(our studies) n take 4 months to recover from the trauma of it.

The battlefield is gonna be bloody, i know it. Enemies are gonna be fully armed to the teeth. They're gonna strike u mercilessly n take pleasure in hearing every crack in ur skull. Their evil laughter will hunt u in ur dreams if ever u dozed of along the week, n those who hav not prepared themselves well will be the 1st to give up their lives. Others who succumbed to pressure were sent to a special hospital for recovery(tanjung rambutan).

For this, i shall armed myself well. Sharpening all my pencils and reloading my mechanical pencil wit ammunition so that i can conquer every diagram tat comes my way. Stocking up on pen, so tat it could leave a permanent and painful mark on those barbaric questions tat comes my way. n by bringing my calculator, i could calculate how many enemies i've extinguished!! (wahaha!) Last but not least, i shall bring my ruler n rule over them! (lame, i noe)

Ok, what was i blabbering about la? Like an old woman flashing bak on the days of world war 2 only. I shall go prepare myself for the battle.

Woke up at 6.15am to study chemistry.

A miracle? Nah..more of desperation. Chem finals tomorrow!!!! No matter wat, i hav to absorb absorb absorb all the info i can today! like a sponge! NO, better than a sponge! Why am i taking chemistry anyway? it was my worst subject during spm time! In fact, i went through form 4 reading newspaper in chem class, n i hate tuition, so i didn't go. Form 5, i decided to drop chem when i register for my spm subjects. Tats when my favourite class teacher called.. a conversation i'll nvr forget in my whole life. (i still feel like digging a hole n planting my head in even now)

It goes like tis..
Pn Tan: Hello, is tat Sin Yee?
Me: Yes, u r?
Pn Tan: Tis is Pn Tan.
Me: Har? Kuantan? (SERIOUSLY, i said tat! Arghhhh!!!!! *dig, dig, dig, bury*)
Pn Tan: No, ur class teacher, Pn Tan.
Me: Oh.. (screaming inside!!!) haha..(nervous laughter) sorry..

Then she start la, y dropping chem n all. I still remember she said tat there's no point taking bio n physics when i'm gonna drop chem. Coz if i drop chem, i can oni take art in the future, in which takin bio n chem now is jz a waste of time.. Tat morning i was on my way to merentas desa MSSD, she's makin me nervous-er wit her words. So, i took chem. Sigh...

Now, i'm here, suffering from a decision i made 2 years ago. Nah.. actually, i decided to drop chem without my parents knowledge, so Pn Tan jz saved me from eternal wrath from my parents. I jz noe my mom gonna skin me alive n give me an earful for the rest of my life.

Turns out tat i didn't fail my chem for spm after a whole year of cramming.. i got a B3 wei.. haha..But i'm still wondering, why did i take chem?

My Baby~!!

I've always LIKE my yamaha keyboard. My parents bought it for me when i came Kedah for my studies, it's really GOOD, considering the price is also 1.7k la (expensive expensive!!)..It has been here wit me in Kedah for bout 9 months, certainly has stick wit me through thick n thin. But i've always thought tat it could never be as good as a real piano, the one i had at home. I WAS WRONG!!! Through it, i hav learned so much! i've never served as a keyboardist bak in my church, though i was being pestered like since form 1 (haha, tats how stubborn i can be, sometimes). So, wats the use of havin a good piano to practise without using ur talent to serve God?

Besides, tis baby needs minimal maintainence compare the other baby i brought here. So far, i've replaced an E-string n G-string(violin string la!! not wat u tink it is) for tat baby. n recently i found out the bridge needs replacement! (aiyo..) seriously burning holes in my pocket!!! a mere dominant G-string cost rm50+!!! =(

Therefore, i'm starting to LOVE (instead of like) the keyboard like my baby, adding to my already existing 3, haha..Tats rite, now i hav 4 precious babies!

Meet my oldest! -16 year old piano. 2nd eldest- my 5 years old violin(ciplak one, rm 500 oni, but it was my very 1st!), third in line would hav to be my 3.5 year old violin. (tis high maintainence baby cost 3k!) n last but not least....my 9 months old keyboard. Tis family is growing! =)

In the future, i would like to get a drumset! Woo! I hav a guitar n erhu at home too.. hmm... if i happen to be good at guitar or erhu, welcome to the family. =)

Koko Krunch n Milk!! =)

Recently i've been eating lots of koko krunch! Skipped breakfast, lunch n dinner for koko krunch! Woo! (tis is one of the many moments i thank God my parents are not reading tis). I hav yet to try koko krunch n coffee. i shall, later. =D

I'm listening to 'can't help falling in love' by Michael Buble from the album Babalu. Thanks Mark, for the album! Anyway, it's a very old song yet so nice n soothing. Any girls would melt hearing such deep, bassy voice singing tis song. AWWww~! i cant help falling in love wit Michael's voice~!!! <3 <3 <3

oh oh, another of Buble's awesome song- for once in my life.
Snippet of the lyrics..
'For once my life i can say, tis is mine, u can't take it!'
whoa.. *like! like! like!*

Er..Tis is the 5th post today.

Already? Wow. Sometimes, i amaze myself.

New addiction!

I've been blogging continuously for more than an hour (sambil fb sambil blog la actually). n i like the feeling of it! to write, write n write without a care in the world. i like i like! =)

The more i write, the more i wanna write. i wonder why i had stopped blogging for so long. maybe when i first created tis blog, it was 'hangat-hangat tahi ayam', after a while i lost interest in posting anything. but now, i really really see the joy in expressing thoughts in words, thoughts tat i would not hav spoken out.

Oh, n i jz saw sth really O.o , hahaha..!! look at the sunglasses wei! (Glo is so gonna kill me..)

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Meet Elmo!

Front View~!

Side View!

hahaha..now i should either prevent her see-ing tis at all cost, or let her see it while i escape to some ulu place in some ulu corner of the world, n hide there for eternity.

The reason why i'm emo-ing here rather than doing it infront of my chem notes

Nah, on second thought, i dun wanna tell la.

An explaination for the last post

Ok..i'm here to explain the reason i'm wasting my precious time posting up nonsensical stuff during my last post instead of studying. u see..when i get stressed up, my brain automatically shuts out the stuff that i'm stressed up about n find some other things to do. so, here i am, posting my 2nd post of the day.

tis post is obviously an excuse to write an extra post. yea.

Feels like an invasion to me..an invasion of privacy.

Few months ago, i accepted my dad as friend. 2 weeks ago, my mom requested to be my friend. yea, i'm talking bout non-other than fb. it's really cool tat they hav fb n all (seriously, how many parents hav them?) but it's jz uncool when they monitor u online disguised as friend. even if they really, truly, genuinely wanna be friends, they could never cross the age/generation gap tat separates us. It's jz different from being friend wit a peer, totally different. i mean, a friend wouldn't called up n say 'i see u've been busy on fb, huh?' RITE??? well.. there's pros n cons to technology. So in conclusion, I LOVE YOU MOM AND DAD despite not-liking the way u guys try to 'stalk' my every movement online. It jz makes me very uncomfortable thinking knowing bout it. tats all.

PS: Tis is a totally random post which has nothin to do wit my studies. (chem finals in 2 days~!) but its truly how i felt bout adding my parents on fb n msn. i noe my bro totally block them out (n advised me to do the same! tat rascal..) but i jz couldn't.

The real conclusion: So, tis has become the oni place online tat i can write watever i wan without someone questioning everythin i said. looks like i'm gonna spend more time here in the future. Woo!

chem in 4 days!!!!

Finally i've almost finish my revision for all the other subjects(yay!), so i took out my chem today n decided to make friends. everything's not going very well so far..bout one hour of trying to understand it, i went bak to my hostel n release stress dy. dun get me wrong, i didn't go bak n scream or repeatedly punch a pillow tat i had scrabble on the word 'chemistry'(although i would like to). no, i'm not resorting to violence.. ..yet. but it did woke up my sleeping hsemate up though, haha.. half an hour into releasing stress n she's up. poor her.

ok, enough of tat! POOOOR me too k! i really really cannot understand chemistry la, its like boys, gives u headache.(sry boys! i couldn't find a better example, hahaw..), so i release stress, went bak to the study area, try to make friends again n ended here blogging bout wat a pain it is. =(

Sigh..i hav to go bak, chem must be wondering wat took me so long to fill in my water bottle. so, ciao! wish me luck! =)

PS: oh, n by 'releasing stress', i meant playing(more like banging!)the keyboard.

Feels like rambling a week before finals

study week..study week.. 5 more days till chem finals! my brain cells is dying dying dying! everytime i look at those mountain-like piles of books on my table, i feel like screaming my head off, or rather, go jump off a cliff. =(
at these times, i really need God to carry me through.

oh, n i was jz complaining to Rachel bout chem being the 1st subject of my finals.
haha, i really like her reply.
"Naaah..that is good, get lost wif chem n focus on the others."
ok, the words isn't exactly polite la, but it really make much sense to me. =D

Hmm.. wat else would i wanna ramble about..?
oh! 20th March was my dad's birthday! my bro asked me to go bak as a surprise to my dad, he even offered to sponser a one-way bus ticket when i complain no cash.(to n fro cost rm80+ wei!!!) wat else can cheer a dad up more than seeing his lil girl comin bak to celebrate his 50th b'thday? none! =) but i didn't get to go bak though, my mom asked me to stay here focus on my finals. *pooof!!* no more surprise =( but in a way, no burning of holes through my bros pocket too, haha..i jz saved him rm40. =)

Recently, i jz added someone to my creepy list. i dun call ppl creepy for no reasons k.. see? u label them creepy when..

1. ur friend told u he's staring at u for the thousandth time tat day

2. he cals u (n u noe u didn't give him ur number)

3. he cals u when u're sleeping (aiks!)

4. u feel like he's following u around campus coz one afternoon when u went in the lecture hall to collect the bottle tat u forgot to bring bak tat morning, he followed u in. slim chance he's comin in early for the nxt lecture, when u retreat wit the speed of light he'll be like 'oh? u're leaving?' 'duh..the nxt lecture oni starts in 2 hours.'

5. he notices tat u were absent for lecture when u usually sits like a thousand miles away(haha, i was exaggerating, but it was really quite far) n there was like 150 ppl in the lecture hall.

6. he ask u to go out wit him again n again n again for weeks despite all the excuses n rejections. coooome on...! take a hint! can't u? =(

7. the conversation u had wit him doesn't even exceed 10 times, n he's doing everything above.

if my brother's here, he would have beaten creepy into pulp.

Lord, i am extremely thankful tat my brother's not here! Thank you. =)

Can't believe i just bought a ticket for the dinner n dance thingy. Well, no time to mull n regret over it. I'll just go n hav fun. Besides, all my friends are going, so ya..it'll be fun! =)

I've jz written out my study schedule for the nxt 2 weeks n i'm already feeling the heat building up, my stress level is seriously increasing exponentially(tis word reminds me of maths, argh!!!). anyway, i tink i've written an almost impossible to acheive schedule la, but i'll try my best to follow it.(seriously, 2 chapters in a day for everyday? normally, i couldn't even keep awake pass the 5th page). but nonetheless, i noe how important tis final term is to me, i can't afford to slack at all. so no matter wat, i shall push myself as hard as i can.n when i finish tis term, i shall play like mad(my mom say she wun mind even if i wanna go online 3 days 3 night~! I shall hold on to tat promise. (i noe i'm naive la, but jz the thought of it makes me happy, the thought of freedom!) ok, i jz got a proven useful method from my senior, (thanks thomson!) he say tat he didn't study much in the last term, he did more exercise than study, exercise as in pass years. n group study is really effective, he discussed the answer wit friends n maybe take turn to answer the questions! i tink it should work! i shall exercute tis plan as soon as my roommate is bak from alor star, wahahaha! I feel like singing "God has made a way, where there seems to be no way..."
coz i was kinda feeling hopeless b4 tis, so much to study n i dun noe where os wat to start. now tat i've found a way, i shall try hard at it! hehe..

n recently i notice tat, wit my passion to serve God, i'm not really happy wit serving Him oni once a week or two. feels like so few to me.n i noe tat serving my friends n all those also equals to serving him la, but noe-ing n accepting is 2 different thing, i jz couldn't tink it tat way, tat serving others = serving Him. n then one day, it suddenly struck me tat God gave me a duty as a student, tat is to study hard for His glory! So everytime i study, i'm serving Him. i'm striving to get a better result to glorify His name. n so, i concluded studyin = serving. haha, awesome me! now i shall go study=serve. =)

Term3 should be a really stressful term, wit lots of assignment n the suffocating finals- hav to study everythin from term 1 till now, but honestly, i've been slacking a lot, too much. I've went to movie twice within one week(not tat there's any good movies out also) n dun noe how many makans wit friends. plus, i've been spending way too much too, not good. very bad.

I noe i should reject all those makans invitations, but i jz love the fellowship even if i dun eat. i should seriously learn how to say no. "NO!!" but its very hard. n now it left me feelin guilty for neglecting my studies.(not total neglection, but bad enuf) i should wake up n realize my purpose here, my duty n responsibility as a student..(somebody pls give me a slap, or a good wackin at least) i'm here to study. not to say can't enjoy, but should hav self-control.

I should study, study, study!! Help me lord i pray!

*wokay, i'm done wit blogging!(for today) going to study now!*

Havent' been posting anything for a while now, but i jz wanna post somethin i notice recently:

Now i finally understand why guys say girls think alot.
coz they do. =)